Dienstag, 23. September 2008

Without money, how long to love?

Without money, how long to love?

My girl friend is very outstanding, very outstanding, until nowadays I can not still think out it to her reason not passionately devoted, letting me scorn to take even a glance at all enticement of the emotion outstandingly of her, we are deep to the other side heartily, during that section of romantic life beautiful in the campus, are all the eyes envied by us. Once there was angry saying our love will not be forever of a girl who likes me, the girl friend has done a funny face towards her, say we are the happiest couples.

Time in school happy graceful, all of us hold hand study individually late go, each time nearly, no matter all of us will change time and wait downstairs of the other side's dormitory in colder even hotter weather. She learnt to knit gloves for me when snowing, hands were all pitched broken finally, I have showing off on many days happily for these. We go to the dining room to get food together.

See the film together, go shopping together, all of us have not missed the time that can stay together. I like me go, play basketball she carry, set about clothes appearance that I Come on in nearby very much, I cherish the memory of the feeling that she sits in the back of my old bicycle depending on gently very much, I have stolen the rose in the garden for her, compete with others and climb for her, I fell down the head was broken finally Those days, all one's life such as I the happiest.

Graduate, we for be able to stay and one's own household fall out, they say we can not be happy, but that is of no avail thoroughly, no one can stop us.

But we since moving into the first day to rent the house, keep silent, hold quite a while, because the flavour that we have not known nothing for the first time, her parents are government functionaries, she is their only daughter; My family do business, and I am the only son, the clothing comes to stretch out one's hand, the treatment of opening one's mouth has gone for ever, fortunately we are in love, we are wholehearted, then smiled looking at, clap hands, has begun new life.

The society has had a vivid lesson for us. We have really known that does not accord with the wish either if there are education to look for a job, what can earn money is done, realize the hardships of life since original turning unable to achieve one's heart's desire but unwilling to accept less and ashamedly and ashamedly into, having had experience of the realistic cruelty, but we are very happy, because we can be together.

Pay out wages I buy pieces of muffler for her, buy copies of roast duck and dumpling the first month, but she has cried, like the choking with sobs in my chest of a hurt and wronged child, I have felt sad completely, at that time, I was very sad.

In severe winter night, we enclose electricity to be warm to cry, get warm, she make in order to think hard sweet form lean shoulders in I against, she the expression in one's eyes of big eyes beautiful let me feel very sad, I bend over in her saying that must let her live a good life in one's ear, we are sure to let people envy as before. It is a very happy thing that she says that can be in love, what do we return the excessive demand? So long as you can stay at my side, so long as we can so get warm snuggling up to each other forever, so long as you still can remember buying roast duck and dumpling for me to pay out wages, I am the happiest woman in the world, besides, those rich men may not necessarily love each other dearly as we do, remember, we happy couple most, happen what I take you leave I!

Her words make me in mind hot, having her tightly, I do not dare to let her see my tears, because she likes being hard.

Strong boy. I tell oneself in the heart want hard once of once, we make a solemn pledge of love again in the night, will it be future such as illusion such as we the night, we make an appointment all one's life from abandon the night.

I think our love is vigorous enough, I think our feeling is enough to let world be visibly moved, but just in the night, landlord wife hasten us make the rent, our happiness moves her very much, but she mostly sympathizes with and suspects in the eye.

The ones that cannot help talk about it in the romantic time of the school when we are very poor each time, we need, shake hands, walk one right away all right at campus pleasant path only when being unhappy at that time, I went around all fine works in the city found her and liked the music box for a long time on Christmas Eve of that year, she liked telling me the story of prince and Princess most at that time, even if my skin rubed one yuan leatherly she was so knowing and painful as to shed the tears at that time.

But now, happiness just a roast duck and dumpling willing to to buy while paying out wages that our institute can give to her.

Though life turning better slowly, such so-called progress humble to a former one just. It has a steady job that we are ashamed and ashamed, has saved up some money too, but becoming how to buy the house at most which we discussed from then on, we illusion can have one's own beautiful private car one day, she say she give me take a fancy to first Pierre. The red suit of card, she says that it causes a perfect man to want to hit me.

But I know, she is very sad while passing by the cosmetic shop each time, when I saw that appearance beautiful of hers is a bit low-spirited because of lacking and maintaining, it is negligible, ashamed that I have felt quickly oneself is in this society, but can only force a smile! Then 600 yuan of my flower bought for her the thing used for improving looks of ordering, that of needing a child of picture that she is glad. Kind is jumped and jumped, this image and scene, what I can only do perhaps can only be having a deep sign! I have been there to that advertising agency that she took office, those plain women are carrying the Italian genuine leather suitcase, wear. Reciprocating Pumps| Metering Pumps long long ago

Suit at thousands of yuan. I have been to her colleague's home too, there is a back projection television of the ultra large screen in those beautiful houses, there is comfortable sofa that can bury in the whole person, have romantic light, there is red wine, even is raising the famous and precious dog. The hostess is showing off her famous-brand socks, her ornament with expensive value, all these, just because they have looked for a rich husband, in the face of the fashion everywhere in the room, I blush stealthily.

They in high spirits to talk about one introduce film newly, but I expect girl friend in food market for one two and look that people bargain, she fells too ashamed to show one's face when it is still so stingy that others say such a beautiful girl; Remember she is facing toward the mirror and shed tears stealthily some day, become pale because because her very thin and tender and lovely hand does washing, because of ,Because I know, all these, just because we can not live the life like at home how much I do not know and can enumerate out yet, because we have no money; Remember that crowds the awkwardness of the bus; Remember her grievance and don't look wanted to expose.

I have cast a look at girl friend, one pair of cheeks of hers is flushed with drink red, later she gets out of wanting to take leave busily first, I know she to think about for me, I too clear to remember that late, all of us have suffered from insomnia.

She become happiness but unhappy girl from then on, work that she risked one's life like me, fight in this realistic society, it has already been a suit of weariness wholeheartedly to come off duty every day, look at her once innocent simple face that overwrited the tired look now.

Huge, look at she strong smiling expression since in order to allow me to be sad, I am heart-broken.

Then whom I risk one's life earn money, as ox hardworking to plough, stop, emotion to draw us move ahead. Our undertaking is hopeful, because we are talented, because we work hard, but it is a long course to succeed. The ones that have lived are a little better, but all of us know in that circle that we worked, we are still poor and lower-middle peasants, our society stealthily drinks, smokes.

At that night of two years and seven months and 13 days, she walked, leaves a letter making me heart-broken and helpless, she says: Baby, I love you very much, you know, I love you very much! For you,I can by everything ignore,for you, me can sacrifice oneself without the least hesitation, you all of me, happiness of me, can like, let me determine, leave you because of this copy just, I keep all tears in this room, I carve all friendly feelings in the heart, but I can't bear to see your non- serious work in order to let what I passed be a bit better again, ashamed on day to become thin that I can't bear to see you at the pressure again, do you know? Your drinking back stealthily each time, my hearts are all aching!

I am very helpless, we are all very helpless, because I do not know, without money, how long can we like?

Originally, had stayed for you and me, nowadays, would leave for you and me, has been filled with the memory making people enchanted my knapsack, perhaps I will also come back one day, because I love you, without you, my life has no color, but let me walk now, if so you will be a bit more relaxed, we will all be a bit more relaxed, OK?

Look after oneself

"Yes! Without money, how long can we like? "

After she left, I read this lines letting people feel sad, the landing with again silent tears in repeated the cry of certain animals
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